HANNAH Spearritt opened up about an S Club 7 feud that began when she pulled out of the group’s reunion tour.
The rest of the band took to levels across the British isles while celebrating their 25th anniversary, but Hannah made a decision not to be part of them after the dying of her bandmate and previous lover Paul Cattermole.
In an distinctive interview with the Solar she shared that her mental wellbeing deteriorated after he passed away and she began suffering from serious stress attacks.
The previous pop star also uncovered herself going through vertigo and experience drained all the time, which experienced a unfavorable effect on her relatives everyday living.
But she says none of the other S Club 7 singers have spoken to her because she pulled out.
An emotional Hannah pondered: “Will I at any time perform with them all over again? I just never know.
“I’ve not spoken to any of them since I left, which is high-quality.
“I was very psyched — we all ended up — to get again as a seven.
“But then Paul died and every thing modified. It gave me time to replicate on no matter whether it was the correct issue for me to do.
“I’m seriously unfortunate we are not in touch. They’ve long gone their way and I’ve gone mine. I wish them all the greatest.”
Though the full band will have been hit challenging by Paul’s death, it appears to be to have been the most tough for Hannah, who had a romantic romantic relationship with him when the pair have been more youthful.
On leading of that bond she was to begin with terrified he had committed suicide when she listened to he was useless, because of to a “deeply disturbing” e-mail he had sent her in 2021.
She added: “I started blaming myself. I experienced all these items heading through my head — it was all blame, blame, blame. It was horrible.
“I thought perhaps he thought the e-mail was about to occur out and that potentially I was about to share it.
“It’s not in my e-book and I will take it to the grave. I didn’t convey to any person about it at the time for the reason that it was fairly apparent that he was not very properly.
“My entire body just couldn’t cope with everything that was occurring. I was not myself.
“I was acquiring these crippling worry assaults, was struggling from definitely lousy vertigo and was weary all the time.”
Medical practitioners at some point dominated that Paul experienced died due to the fact of numerous coronary heart challenges, but the mum-of-two made a decision the very best point for her health and fitness was to skip out on the reunion.
While she identified herself overcome by the thought of undertaking with S Club 7 once again, Hannah claimed she is happy the tour is happening and thankful their tracks will reside on.